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| i'm bored, and tired.. usual, i want coffee damnit... woohoo. hmm, the bus is gonna be here in 10 mins... damn, oh well. i want a cookie. and coffee. anyways, it's really sad when xanga and myspace become the only things you do anymore. oh well... five bolt main is amazing. i'm in photography now, but i don't know if i want to be... it's gonna be alot of work, i have to do most of it by myself and i don't really want to deal with it all... plus, i dont think my parents would haveenough money to buy me a camera so, i'm screwed... oh well. shit happens. hmm, well the bus is gonna get here soon so time to go back to school... damn, oh well. bye | | |
| Holy fuck me, i'm so tired, i just fell asleep in computer class. which, isn't a hard thing to do, but damn. yeah, i'm in a weird mood right now. i'm too tried to be happy, and i'm still confused on what's going on. i hate wantingthings, but oh well. ok, i guess i'm gonna go back to sleep. This weekend should be fun, i hope. tonight i'm watching old movies with leah and tomorrow, lindsey is supposed to come over. i hope she does. but yeah. on sunday i shouldn't be doing anything except for later i'm heading to marsto's with chris and playing counter strike. so yeah. weee. i guess i'm pretty booked.... ahh, my balls itch, ok. well i'm out of here. gnight people. | | |
| alright well i'm pretty sick of everything at this point. i'm tired of waiting for the things i want in life and just never getting them. i'm sick of people in general. all the people i care about most pretty much just laugh or get pissed off at me when i'm in a bad mood, and when i really need them they don't care, or at least not enough to make time for me and i'm just tired of it, i don't want to be here anymore... i'm gonna be distant for a while b/c that's the best thing to do, it'll keep everyone else completley happy, not that anyone gives a fuck, but yeah. so that's how that works. no one will even read this, so what's the point of it. fuck it all | | |
| hello kids... wow, it's been eventful... i just got a cell phone... yay! so yes... that's accomplished, i got new shoes, very fancy, haha. then a mars volta shirt and a mudvayne shirt... of course. so yes. today was fun. and i'm heading on tour for ozzfest on sunday... that will be fun. a hell of alot better than warped tour. so kick ass. i'll be gone from aug 31 to aug 16. and i also got a velvet revolver shirt and a neil gaiman book the other day.. haha, i'm spoiled i guess. yeah, and rob helped me help a friend who needed to pass a drug test pass it... haha, very cool. so yeah... i'm happy except i wish sam was here... that sucks, bleh. oh well. i guess im better than i was last night, so yeah. oh, and here's how i was last night
fuck everyone
fuck anything
fuck you
i dont care
i dont know what to do
all these feelings, like a plague
infesting your mind and soul
the only thing i see is one big black hole,
sucking everything in
growing
the only thing capable of patching it
is absent,
absent from me,
absent from you,
it's infesting me
i dont know what to do
yup... that was the first thing i came up with off my head in 3 years... and its obvious b/c it sucks, but i got my emotions out a little so i guess it helped.. alright, well i'm gonna go talk to someone. peace | | |
| ok, so this is getting gay... there is nothing to do at all... i'm sick and tired of people... they just drive me nuts, especially the ones who spy on people just waiting for them to make mistakes or something that they can give them hell... anyways... i want some sleep... but i dont, i just want someone to hang out with... holly's pissed at me for being stupid, sam's at pre camp, ricky's off doing his own thing usually, i dont know what's up with kasia... and all my other friends live far away from here... hopefully missy can get me and chad into warped tour so i'll have something to do on friday, thursday i'm supposedly hanging with chad at kings island. but yeah... the highlight of my day was looking through a phone book with kate... lol, so that explains that... so yes, i can't wait until 10, hopefully sam will be home by then... well anyways, i'm going to find something to do... maybe i'll play diablo or something... i dont know, alright, well, peace kids... if anyone wants to come out and play, just call... cya, bye | | |
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